that the basketball situation makes me feel the way I do towards a school I care so deeply about. I would love to be optimistic, but the only feeling I have is apathy and I don't see anything on the horizon to change that - it depresses me and I wish it wasn't the case. It's a defeating feeling inside to be so certain of how I see the next year play out in my head. Anywho, I'll keep wishing in this hand while watching this one overflow. Go Cats!