Here I am at 41 years old enjoying my American honey and doing nothing but trying to figure out where in the HELL I'm supposed to be at at this point in my life. After losing my wife this past year to cancer and going through a job change, I'm spend a lot of nights laying in bed trying to figure out where in the HELL I'm supposed to be and/Or what my work in should be doing along with alot of other things. I've never had any kids and my life has been filled with Work, our CATS and my good dog. I'm just wondering if any of you other fellow CATBACKERS have gone through this and how you handle it.
